Remembering today to Trust in the Lord with all of my heart and to not lean on my own understanding.... (Proverbs 3:5-6)
Remembering that His grace is sufficient and made perfect in my weakness. (2 Corinthians 12:9)
Remembering that just like Jesus, my nourishment comes from doing the will of God, who sent me, and from finishing His work. (John 4:34)
Remembering today that the only work God wants from me is to Believe in the One He has sent. (John 6:29)
Last Sunday, the mom who was battling cancer went home to be with Jesus. Mirqueya and I were fortunate enough to have spent about an hour or so with her before she died. Our last moments with her were sweet, as we spent time after church service singing hymns, reading to her and praying. The last prayers were ones imploring the Lord to take her home. Elpidia suffered a good bit in her last months of life, but on her last day here on Earth, she seemed at peace and out of pain. Ten minutes after praying for her one last time, she went to be with the Lord. Please continue to pray for a softened heart for the father, who has now decided that he does not want the girls to come with us at Emanuel House. Please pray for a decision to be made soon regarding the girls, as right now they are staying with a neighbor who cannot keep them long-term. Please pray for their safety in the meantime, for patience for us, and for God's will to be done.
As you can imagine, my mind has been full this week with thoughts of the girls, worries, and background work to try to help them. At the same time, I have been in teacher training for the last week. I think back to this time last year and know that while I went one day to teacher training, I went as an observer. This year, I began the training expecting to be a 1st grade teacher, in charge of helping the Emanuel House kids learn to read. Teacher training in a different country is... different. So far, it's been very theoretical and not so practical, but I continually ask the Lord for patience and ideas to incorporate what I know and understand to the cultural norms. God has blessed the ministry with an American kindergarten teacher who came to stay for the last few weeks and is preparing materials in math and reading to help the teachers teach and kids learn the required content and even more. I praise the Lord for resources to help these kids who seem to have many odds against them. Please pray that the materials will be received well from the teachers.
On Tuesday, I was asked or better told by Mirqueya that instead of teaching, she wanted me to have a different position this year at Emanuel House. (Just so you know the official "start" to the year is in 2 weeks.) Instead of teaching, she wants me to be the Director of Education at Emanuel House, instructing the teachers, helping them with planning, and completely overseeing the education component. I would have some informal help from some close co-workers in education, but in essence, I would be responsible for making sure that all things education are done correctly. In 2 weeks, Emanuel House will be an official school for the kids in Kindergarten, 1st and 2nd grade and will continue to be a supplemental program for kids in 3rd and above. In early spring, people from the Ministry of Education will come and visit to observe the classrooms and the teachers.
As you can imagine, this "idea" brought with it many emotions, thoughts and questions. Some being:
"I just want to teach."
"How can I be in charge of education for a system that I don't completely understand?"
"How can I have enough time to do all that it would demand?"
"How did Mirqueya gain so much confidence in my abilities in such a short period of time when before she didn't even see me as a teacher?"
"What if we end up with 5 little girls to take care of in addition to having this new responsibility?"
"Would I really be allowed to make changes to the current way of doing things here?"
"What are we going to do about the space problem?"
... among many other questions and thoughts...
and immediately and at the same time , my brain also went to solutions...
small changes to the schedule...
how to plan integrating to the strategies given by the Ministry of Education, strategies that I've used in the past, and the resources that we have found and printed...
My brain just can't stop thinking about it...
And, finally, yesterday afternoon, I really stopped to pray to the Lord to see if this is really what God wants me to do. In part, this seems like an impossible task. I don't see how I can do it. At the same time I'm excited to try. And yet, I feel totally unqualified and unable in some respects.
But, I love these kids. I love the Emanuel House ministry and I want more than anything for their lives to be affected by the people who work there. I want more than anything for them to see what people who love the Lord can do together to affect change.
Who knows? Maybe the end result will mirror the Wesleyan way, where all administrators teach. Maybe the Lord will work that out where I can help in both ways. Who knows. Please pray that the Lord would give me direction, clarity and wisdom during the next few weeks and upcoming school year. Please pray for more clarity in terms of what the Ministry of Education wants from their schools and teachers. Please pray for their flexibility in the methods that they allow. (The amount of kids who are just being passed through the school system without the basic skills and values needed to positively influence their community is huge!)
I know that He is made strong in my weaknesses... I am able to do all things through Him who gives me strength...He can make the impossible possible... I am not alone...The Body of Christ is big!
HOW CAN YOU HELP?
There are currently two needs at Emanuel House that are very big. It is just now that I am realizing just how urgent these needs are.
First, there is a plot of land that Mirqueya would like to buy. That plot of land costs $6000 (US). I am not good with measuring and acreage, but I know the land would basically be a gift at that price. It's a lot of land. In less than 6 days (on August 16), it is possible that the government officials change positions and the land is no longer available at that price. I believe the price would be at least 5 times as much for the same amount of land if the government officials change and they don't want to "gift the land". The idea long term would be to have a school with 24 classrooms, an orphanage for girls, a chapel, a vocational school, among other things that would serve these poorest families of Quisqueya be able to get educated, learn vocational skills, and be empowered to help their community and support themselves financially. While this is a long-term plan, the purchase of the land is an immediate necessity.
Secondly, there is a plan to build 4 new classrooms. In two weeks, we will begin the school year with two 1st grade classes, one special needs class, and one kindergarten class meeting in the current Emanuel House classrooms. The remainder of the kids (3rd grade - 9th grade) will be meeting upstairs in the big meeting room that is also used for teams and meetings. We need help to create the best learning environment possible for these kids. The building project will cost about $60,000 including the building of the classrooms and the furniture that has to go inside. We currently have pledges for $25,000.
Please prayerfully consider helping with either of these needs. Feel free to email me at acorinnechristian@gmail.com if you have questions or would like to see the building plans. You can also donate at www.scoresponsor.org / Ministries / Emanuel House or call the SCORE Office at 423-894-7111. All donations are tax-deductible. Make sure that any donation is specified as being for the Emanuel House Classroom Building Fund or Emanuel House Land. If you donate or would like to pledge a donation, please let me know using the email above.
Please pray for this project and the continual growth of Emanuel House, the teachers and the students. May we continue to give Him the glory and serve Him with all of who we are!
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| Some of the current kids who attend in the morning with their new uniforms received about 2 months ago. |
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